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Papi's Song
03:15
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I flush summer down the drain
I rush to the next season
I want to feel you
Leave for a reason
All I want is to feel final
To scrape this year from underneath my nails
Grief exits my body
It feels nice to fail
Maybe I can still keep my giddy
After all, it was a gift
The rain stopped pouring when I let go
And I thanked the moon for the blessed shift
My dog couldn't walk up the stairs
Unless three people cheered him on
We talked to each other through him
And now he's gone
Maybe we can learn to speak kindly
Without his tummy turned towards the sun
Misery has left me like everybody
I looked back there was nothing to outrun
Maybe kindness is not a virtue
But rather just a place to rest your head
The summer of keeping everything I could alive
The summer we talked shit and laid in bed
Maybe kindness is not a virtue (all I want is to feel final)
But rather just a place to rest your head (there was nothing to outrun)
The summer of keeping everything I could alive
The summer we talked shit and laid in bed
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February
02:39
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We give our ghosts the names of the months they died in
I drench my ache in turtle pond, the headlights knight me Poseidon
We'd dance around the gym, we'd lay down so sweaty
I miss your flailing limbs, your curiosity
Bruce called my dad Benjamin, that never was his name
I drowned out my shaking house with computer games
The holidays brought fighting, like Noah brought the flood
I've got skin so that thick that bugs forsake the blood
My dad didn't let me say that I loved him more
A competition darling ain't what love is for
The art is already in the room, you just have to find it
God you're such a dork, love I've never ever minded
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3. |
Trident
03:06
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Distance activates my panic
The neighbor found her cold
God is on vocal mic 3
His jokes are getting old
And I was proud to survive
Things I’m forced to relive
I loved people who were fool’s gold
Took all that I could give
The sprinklers drained all the ink
From my favorite bookstore
The winter is always colder
Than we give ourselves credit for
Sweetheart love me through the nights
That ended long ago
Somewhere in me sisters fight about clothing they borrowed
The sprinklers drained all the ink
From my favorite bookstore
The winter is always colder
Than we give ourselves credit for
The stress is mounting like a fog
I cannot see the sea
Oh water-lover, if you’re there
Please call out for me
The sprinklers drained all the ink
It’s running down my skin
The time has come to decide
Whether to sink or swim
The fire would have never stopped if the rain hadn’t poured
The winter is always colder than we give ourselves credit for
The winter is always colder than we give ourselves credit for
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4. |
Dissociation
04:29
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Dissociation looks good on me
Dissociation looks good on me
I sip humiliation like herbal tea
I sip humiliation, get away from me
I didn't want an invitation anyways
I never could keep up with Sleater Kinney gays
Our whole generation is at that party
Dissociation looks hot on me
I have a hunch that the show is already over
I have nowhere to go but down
This body is way too fucking demanding
This body will not be the last one standing
Dissociation hasn't showered in a week
Dissociation has renamed me freak
I sip humiliation (can I bum a cig?) invisibly
Everybody tells me I brewed that tea
I didn't need your validation (do you work at pavement?) anyways
I never could keep up with (get to the gig!) Sylvan Esso gays
I'm terrified that you might try to kiss me (message me the addy!)
Dissociation looks hot on me (hot rock!)
The criticism for me outweighs the praise
I never could keep up with Lady Gaga gays
I sip humiliation like herbal tea
I sip humiliation, please don't leave
I have a hunch that the washing machine is broken
My brain spirals back to my hometown
This body is way too (this body's fucked up) fucking demanding (can't seem to get up)
This body will not be the (this body's fucked up) last one standing (I think I'm dying)
(this body is way too fucking demanding, this body will not be the last one standing)
I would really love, to go and see your show, I'm convinced I am a poser
whole generations at, that party have a hunch, that the song's already over
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5. |
Renee's
02:24
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after therapy, leaves me undone
in a cash-only diner, where the waitress calls me hun
the kind of place where the workers never change
where some person that’s long gone brought you cuz it felt safe
don’t know how to get up in the morning
to swallow the sidewalk and all its cracks
to not translate life into warning
to admit I am never coming
on a Sunday morning, I woke up from a storm
but we giggled in the kitchen and you cooked us something warm
then humiliation woke, reared it’s selfish head
yelled remember that I live here and demanded to be fed
don’t know how to get up in the morning
to swallow the sidewalk and all its cracks
to not translate life into warning
to admit
I don’t know how to get up in the morning
to swallow the sidewalk and all its cracks
to not translate life into warning
to admit I am never coming back
after therapy, leaves me undone
in a cash-only diner, where the waitress calls me hun
I fuel this stubborn body with its wiry arms,
with its loopy hair, and it’s faulty alarms
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